I have been really neglecting this page, and I am sorry for that.

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I won’t be taking this blog down, as I would like to keep it up for people.

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Dear You,

It’s been two years now. I miss you a lot. I wish you never would of left. I love you so much. You were, and still are, my best friend. I don’t know what to do without you. I don’t have many friends anymore. I don’t talk to my family all that much. I really wish you didn’t have to leave. Everyone misses you here. I still haven’t forgotten about you. I haven’t forgotten about the time we snuck onto the roof of Hearst or the time we tie dyed our socks. I still think about you every time I see a Pay Day (: Sometimes I think about what it would be like if you were still here. We would both be going to high school together. We could text each other in class and gossip about our crazy teachers. You could beat up all my ex-boyfriends. And I could approve of all your girlfriends. You would of taken me to Homecoming like you promised. You would of come to my wedding as my maid of honor no matter how much you didn’t want to be it. I’m still gonna name my son after you. I still haven’t broken your promise. But I did cut again and I’m sorry about that. I just missed you so much and felt so alone. Every time I hear I Will Follow You Into The Dark I cry even though you don’t want me to. I got to keep your guitar pick collection. I never knew how many you really had but they’re kept safe on the shelf above my desk next to the mugs we painted at Art Cafe. In all I just want you to know that I love you and I will never forget you.

Sincerely,

Juju Bean

PS I think this blog is a great idea and this was really good to get off my chest because I’ve never really done anything like this and it really helped me so thank you (:

I have know you since the 2nd grade and we became really good friends in middle school. Then i developed a crush on you around when we graduated into high school. You don’t know this but i get shy and quiet around boys i like, so it would only be natural for you to think that i didn’t want to talk to you anymore, but it wasn’t that i hated you, its because i liked you a lot. I feel like a jerk because I didn’t have the courage to say anything to you in class or the hallways. We are now ending our second year of college and still all I can give your are glances, thinking about what would we become if i had just said “hey” or “hello, how was your summer?”. Im so sorry if you got the wrong idea from me i know it must hurt. After all of that regret i still want to talk to you but i just don’t know how because of all the wasted years. I hope one day we can be friends again…or maybe even more.